cherry

what to do when a spouse is depressed

2011-11-17T22:07:00.001+08:00

mort story for today:
Are you depressed? Is your spouse depressed? Do one of you THINK the other is depressed?

I recently had a series of phone sessions with a woman named Regina (name changed) who lives in Canada. I asked Regina what her husband thinks is the problem with their marriage. She explained, “Ted says that the problem with our marriage is that I’m depressed. He thinks if I wasn’t depressed, we’d be fine. And so it’s up to me.”

It IS common for depression to accompany marital strife. But what causes one spouse to be depressed?

In marriage, although depression is something that may inflict only one spouse; it’s usually caused by BOTH spouses. In order to understand what I mean, let’s consider what it REALLY means to be depressed.
Regina’s husband had good reason to think that Regina was depressed. She threatened suicide, had the habit of breaking $200 china against the $5000 breakfront, sometimes cut the laundry with scissors rather than folding it neatly, and would break down in tears for no apparent reason. The interesting thing is (are you ready?): Regina ONLY did these things in front of her husband!

No one other than her husband ever heard Regina threaten suicide or see her break down in tears. Her husband never came home to find china pieces or shredded laundry on the floor. It ALL happened in front of him! And (listen carefully and try to put the pieces together), it always happened after they talked.

There’s much more to Regina’s circumstances, but here’s the bottom line. Regina was desperate for her husband’s attention. She wanted to make an EMOTIONAL connection. She wanted him to be part of her inner life. But Ted couldn’t connect with Regina. He didn’t know how to make her feel understood. He didn’t know how to treat her special, different than everyone else in his life. Ted wasn’t a bad person. He didn’t do anything wrong. He rarely got upset. But he was very controlled and detached. And so Regina had all this emotion PRESSED DOWN inside her but no one to share it with. Ted was there, but emotionally unavailable.

Regina’s outbursts were her way of trying to get Ted’s attention. She just wanted him to care about her and what she did. So she did things he simply couldn’t ignore. Of course, this is not really the kind of attention Regina wanted. But she was frustrated and was trying to release what was PRESSED inside her.

When one person in a marriage is depressed, it’s usually caused by a marital dynamic between BOTH spouses. And the solution is usually a MARITAL solution not an individual one.

If you or your spouse feels depressed, you should explore how your relationship might be causing the depression. As much as one of you might want the other to get INDIVIDUAL help, it could be that it’s your MARRIAGE that needs attention.

deep inside of me

2011-11-16T22:11:00.001+08:00

deep inside i felt miserable its been a month already.. i am trying so hard to change i am..changing one within itself is difficult but i am still trying still holding on to it.been trying to find a job looking for the suitable one.. but what does suitable mean i think about it again nothing is suitable until you are willing to accept it.i am growing day after day.it still hurt so deep if i keep thinking about the unhappiness i keep telling myself that i should think about the happiness. the happy times we spend today before.i remember everything you did.. remember when i was still studying ,you took time to revised my English with me my oral day after day of revision.after secondary i when ite. the phone call we had almost everyday for years ,then the webcam i remember i was so nervous didnt even dare to go on it.our first meet.first hug first kiss after that was intership the dark eyes you always have waiting for me to go home reach home safe after work.the late night chat.and we got together after 3 years we got married spending time with your family.is good to spend time with family.i wanted us to have more space for our self.i couldnt took the stress.sometime rethink again i might be wanting to much.but deep inside the me that still love you is still there.

IT'S REALLY VERY SIMPLE...NOT EASY, BUT SIMPLE

2011-11-14T22:54:00.001+08:00

Mort today advice is Everyone has problems, issues, and challenges in their marriage. Yours may even be severe. And you will no doubt face a variety of problems over the years.

You might think that for each new problem, you need a new solution. But you don't!THE SOLUTION IS ALWAYS THE SAME.
The ultimate answer to every problem is the same—love. LOVE IS THE FOUNDATION OF YOUR MARRIAGE, and all marital problems stem from a lack of it. Got a problem? You don't need a solution. You need more love. LOVE IS YOUR SOLUTION!Sound hokey? I know it does. Think about it though. Remember when you fell in love? What problems did you have then? Hardly any, right? Because you had love!

You know that little thing your spouse does with their eye brow or the corner of their mouth? Remember how you used to think it was so cute? Then one day it became annoying, right? Why? Your spouse used to be thrifty and now your spouse is cheap. WHAT CHANGED? Your love changed—that's what changed! And the solution to that annoying problem (and all your problems!) is to rebuild your love.

The problem in most marriages is the way the couple (and sometimes the counselor) sees the problem. If you see your problems as the problem; that's your problem.

My solution is for them to institute a series of positive relationship habits that slowly but surely builds a new foundation for their marriage.

Fixing problems and developing communication skills can lead to small incremental changes in your marriage. But if you want to transform your marriage, if you want to make a quantum change, you have to implement a pattern of new relationship habits. You have to create love.

People get all bogged down in the negativity of trying to solve their problems. It's no fun and it's not productive. The crucial question in marriage is NOT how to solve your problems; it's how to create love.
Your problems probably seem complex. But the good news is that the solutions are simple.
Focus on building your love. That will solve ALL your problems.

HOW DO YOU KNOW IF YOU MARRIED THE RIGHT PERSON?

2011-11-13T22:14:00.001+08:00

MORT SAID,
EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse. You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies.

Falling in love with your spouse wasn’t hard. In fact, it was a completely spontaneous experience. You didn’t have to DO anything. That’s why it’s called “falling” in love…because it’s happening TO YOU.
but after a few years of marriage the euphoria of love fades. It’s the natural cycle of EVERY relationship. Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse’s idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, “Did I marry the right person?” And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown. People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.
Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, church, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

you could felt in love you someone else.And TEMPORARILY you’d feel better. But you’d be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully) THE KEY TO SUCCEEDING IN MARRIAGE IS NOT FINDING THE RIGHT PERSON; IT’S LEARNING TO LOVE THE PERSON YOU FOUND.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It’ll NEVER just happen to you. You can’t “find” LASTING love. You have to “make” it day in and day out. That’s why we have the expression “the labor of love.” Because it takes time, effort, and energy. And most importantly, it takes WISDOM. You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage.

Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable—you can “make” love.

It happened to my marriage i was stuck in it.Mort everyday advice help me to move on help me to know why and how two can fall in love and what should be done to strengthen the marriage.learn sometime new again today..

how to get your spouse to stop

2011-11-12T13:30:00.001+08:00

mort said,
Is your spouse having an AFFAIR, hooked on PORN, addicted to DRUGS or ALCOHOL, a WORKAHOLIC, too emotionally close to an OPPOSITE SEX FRIEND, or OBSESSIVE about a hobby or activity?

How do you get your spouse to STOP behavior that’s destroying your marriage?
he said is not good to keep giving him a ultimatum.meaning its not good to tell him for example if u keep doing this or this, or i will leave you.they are doing this because they are lack of inner motivation,why set rules or border and boundries for them?setting rules and border and boundries only drive them further away.
he said In a sense, it’s empowering to think, and even say to your spouse, "Your behavior is unacceptable. And if it doesn’t stop, I’m leaving you." An ultimatum offers the ultimate role reversal. It puts you, the victim, in control. Understandably, that’s appealing. And there’s no doubt that in the SHORT RUN, you’ll FEEL better. But it also FEELS good to eat dessert after every meal. Just because something FEELS good does NOT mean it is good. The question you have to ask yourself is: Will the LONG TERM effect be good? Will an ultimatum give me the result I want? Will it lead to the renewal of my marriage?

The answer is NO.
all is needed to do is connect with them fill yourself in for them.. First, you eliminate your spouse’s desire for their destructive behavior. You take the wind right out of its sail. You cut it off at its source. They don’t need it anymore. There’s no more hole to fill. YOU filled it!
Disconnected people tend to marry disconnected people. In other words, you picked your spouse BECAUSE they’re disconnected, and that was safe and familiar for you. (Your spouse is probably like your mother or father.) You didn’t have to make a real connection to your spouse and that’s why you fell in love with them. Your spouse didn’t need what you couldn’t offer. Do you see how that worked? It’s totally dysfunctional, but it’s true.

Now don’t misunderstand, I’m not saying that your spouse’s inappropriate behavior is your fault. But it is your RESPONSIBILITY. Meaning, that you can choose (if you want) to do something about it. You can impact your spouse’s choices. But you’ll need to learn to forge a real connection with your spouse, and you’ll need to learn to do that WITHOUT your spouse’s cooperation.

my marriage is like that my husband keep giving me the ultimatum and i keep giving him the ultimatum that is one of the reason we are separated now. i learn somethin new again.if i want to renewal our marriage all this have to stop.thank you mort .

mort today advice

2011-11-10T23:36:00.001+08:00

how to increase your EQ
like mort say most people are high in IQ but low in EQ.IQ stand for INTELLECTUAL intelligent and EQ stand of emotional intelligent.IQ help you determint wat is right.. but in a success marriage you need EQ not IQ.The more you insist on being RIGHT, the more you will be miserable in your marriage. Don’t go for RIGHT; go for LOVE.EQ help you to connect to people in a relationship..so i was teach that i need to increase my EQ to make my marriage right.use more of EQ than IQ. thanks mort greatful thanks to you i learn somethin new today..

talk charge n touch charge

2011-11-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

talk charge and touch charge..i can no longer do that even if i really wanted to try.. he keep saying it's over what can i do now..i don't wanna to end like that because i haven even given a chance to try and to said that i have already tried my best.. depressed having to lose two things at the same time.......

pregnant n miscarriage

2011-11-09T15:33:00.000+08:00

implantation bleeding for two days follow after miscarriage.. i am so tired..

today advice that i learn from mort

2011-11-08T09:54:00.001+08:00

mort said,
The only way YOU can change your marriage is to change yourself. You’ve got to become the man or woman that anyone would want to be married to. You have to learn what a man/woman wants in a marriage AND how to implement relationship habits so that you can offer it CONSISTENTLY.

Are you thinking, “It’s not me that needs to change; it’s my spouse.”

It’s easy to confess your spouse’s sins. And you’re probably correct about what you’re spouse needs to change. But it does no good to be right. And it’s a complete waste of time and energy to focus on your spouse’s problems. There’s nothing you can do about it. The only relevant question is: What’s YOUR fixing?

You had a role in the deterioration of your marriage. I have NEVER seen a marital situation that is caused by one spouse. There’s always dual responsibility. What can YOU do to improve the situation?

Reflect on your past relationships. Do you see a pattern? Look at your parent’s marriage. Are you recreating the model you saw when you were a child? Have you explored the childhood roots of your relationship habits and how they contributed to your marital circumstances?

A lesson learn today...

love and respect

2011-11-05T15:03:00.001+08:00

Love & respect: the love she most desires, the respect he desperately needs

By Emerson Eggerichs
i am getting the book tomorrow heard it change a lot of people marriage,

2011-11-05T14:38:00.000+08:00

24 Ways to Strengthen Your Marriage

Marriage may not be as easy as you thought but, those who put effort into their marriage will be rewarded with longevity, satisfaction, and growth with the one you love.

Being the best partner possible is not always easy. At times it's not fair. At times it hurts; it can be lonely. It involves choosing to love your partner whether he or she deserves it or not. It involves continuing the initial vows you made when you began your marriage.
Here are little ways you can strengthen your marriage:

Start each day with a kiss. Decide to begin the day with love.
Wear your wedding ring at all times. Let it be a visual reminder of your commitment.
Go on a date with your spouse once a week. Even if it's just for coffee, dedicate time for the two of you.
Accept differences. Try to remember that once you thought your spouse's idiosyncrasies were cute. Your chances of changing them are slim, so decide to live with them.
Be polite. Are you more polite to co-workers or store clerks than you are to the one you love? Practice good manners at home.
Be gentle. Harsh words and actions have no place in your home. Choose to be kind to those you love and who love you.
Give gifts. While diamonds are a girl's best friend, a card, a single rose, a favorite candy bar can also do the trick.
Smile often. Put on a happy face and let it determine your disposition. Remember how meaningful the glances were which you once gave each other.
Touch. A pat on the back or a soft caress of the cheek can show love and connection.
Talk about dreams. Get your conversation beyond coordinating schedules and talking about the kids. Take time to talk about ideas and dreams.
Give back rubs. Another day you'll be on the receiving end.
Laugh together. Find something daily to share a laugh about. Life is complete with laughter.
Do what your spouse wants before being asked. Anticipate your spouse's needs and jump right in to help. Put his or her needs before your own comfort.
Listen. You don't have to solve problems, just be an active listener. Turn off the TV, put down the newspaper, and give your spouse your full attention.
Encourage. The best way to give support is to encourage your spouse to do his or her best, to feel confident, or accomplish great things.
Call your spouse. Check in with each other throughout the day - just to say Hi or I love you.
Hold hands. Take a walk or watch TV while holding hands.
Look your best. Comfort doesn't have to be socks and a T-shirt for bed every night.
Apologize. Almost as good as I love you is I'm sorry, forgive me. Marriage isn't a game where you keep score. It's not important who's right.
Ask, What can I do to make you happier? You may be surprised at how simple it is to please your spouse.
Reminisce about your favorite times together. Talk about special times you shared, and create new times together.
Pray for your spouse daily. Don't let a day go by without praying for your marriage, your spouse, and your family.
Watch sunsets together. Find the beauty in life and share it.
End each day with a hug. Decide to end the day with love.
coded from kelly hamon a very great thanks to her
I don't even get a second chances to do all this and change for the better and my love already give up on me.hope people out there if you have the chance take it don't throw it away because if you don't take the chance you might be same like me never gonna get a second chance.even if you get old and past away one day, you will never rest in peace

blame in marital relationship

2011-11-05T14:18:00.000+08:00

Blame in marital relationship
blaming other people or circumtances seems to be the way some people deal with conflict or unpleasant situations. when i think about a climate of blame in a marital relationship, i think of the negative effect it has on a marriage. effect such as:
-fear of taking a risk
-fear of taking responsibility
-fear of making a decision
-fear of offering a different opinion
-feeling of resentment
-increaded emotional stress
-decreased desire to communicate
-a sense powerless and discouragement
-decreases passion and intimacy
blame in marital relationships cause despair,feeling of powerless and unhappiness for the spouse on the receiving end if all that blame.
blame protect one spouse and damages the others:
blames allows a spouse to put responsibility on their mate and everything other than himself/herself.it means your spouse doesn't have to experience the discomfort of looking at their own fault or take responsibility for the situation.if a spouse doesn't have to look at their own fault of take responsibility that means they don't have to change.. with the problem and the blaming spouse can stay in their comfort zone.
abraham maslow said. ''one can spend a lifetime assigning blame, find the cause 'out there'for all the troubles that exist. contrast this with the 'responsible attitude' of confronting the situation, bad or good. and instead of asking' what caused the trouble? who was to blame?'' asking 'how can i handle this present situation to make the most of it?what can i salvage here?''
next time your spouse blames you instead of taking responsibility tell him/her they are failing to have a responsible attitude. and in doing so, are failing to get the most they can out of the situation .

coded in a webpage that i read.trying to safe my marriage and trying to help others out there that are having this problem.

the truth

2011-06-19T14:41:00.002+08:00

stress lately.. word are mean to be keep when u don wan problem to occur.. when word are being told.. sometimes ppl just don try to understand wat u r tryin to say n argue occur, when arguement occur, ppl go into distance ,when distance occur two stop communicating wit one another..so cant cant ppl jus try to solve it by trying to understand each other i wonder why?????

aquarium

2011-03-28T12:37:00.002+08:00

when to aquarium yesterday... had lots of fun.. haha.. saw alot of weird fishes..sharks seahorse etcetc...bought a nemo mitten..when to eat..kinokunya bought wedding cakes decoration book.. cost lik abt 60$plusplus.. gonna get a oven soon i think.. pis..will be updated soon

going sydney

2011-03-18T15:09:00.003+08:00

Time past so fast.. going to Sydney this coming wed 23 march.. 8 pm flight..so nervous zzz y should i be nervous??? AT LAST CAN BE WITH MY HUBBI..already finish my attachment last week.. rotting at home this few days.. all i did was pack pack pack n pack.. i think i cant even put everythin in sign..when to fruit paradise with bee nah lol her treat..

caramel tart

nutty strawberry tart

love

2010-12-05T00:22:00.002+08:00

love is always about two person..people get happy,excited,sad,emotional,stress,cheerful,joyful,despressed this is called love
love always go up hill and in time they also go down
communication do break down some time..they draw two apart..
taking a break in between they help in strenghten the relationship they also bring them further apart..love is a big word.. people don jus say it,they grew in the HEART..at time it always looks like it going to stop there.. there wont be anymore of it..who knew?
it may never end..I WISH MY WILL LAST FOREVER N FOREVER...

herbal chicken

2010-11-26T19:34:00.002+08:00

when to supermarket to buy ingredient for herbal chicken today and bring sis to watch sesame street

tough

2010-11-05T20:17:00.002+08:00

IT CONFIRM going australia on april 2011 after apprenticeship.. wee.. happy i hope my apprenticeship finish fast miss being with my baby..work tough as always ooo lol i topple to whole trolley of food..got to wake up early morning everyday.. lucky i am off today.. gonna have my blogshop soon..but not so fast..haha..miss being in school miss lao pa miss mdm miss schoolmates..it lonely at work place..ppl are weird there..fall on my butt on last tue lucky i hold on to the handle or else i got four more step to drop lol..bad week i had.. i think its the worst week

miss my hubbi

2010-10-05T09:15:00.002+08:00

Just started my part time job..doing my apprenticeship on 11 October..so tired..miss hubbi.. because of this work and apprenticeship the time we spend together are getting lesser and lesser everyday..because there is shift.. like 5 till plus,8 till plus,11 till plus 3 till plus..
ARGH HANGING IN THERE
going Sydney in April 2011 which mean two weeks after apprenticeship cant wait to finish my apprenticeship and go there now..
YOU PROMISE YOU WILL WAIT FOR ME LOVE YOU

wedding cake

2010-09-07T20:44:00.003+08:00

My wedding cake

shanghai

2010-09-07T19:38:00.006+08:00

Went to shanghai pics taken from there..food bad lol.. view nice.. weather hot hot haha..

my roommate

the pastry shop so big

faces changin man,blue green red etc..

xiao long bao this is their best food

hazelnut rock cake

whole shanghai

i am standing at 269 floors if i am not wron..

bintan

2010-08-09T21:52:00.003+08:00

Just got back from bintan yesterday nite..when there on saturday afternoon came back at 10 plus sunday nite..food was bad..except the avocado drink..nice seaside n omg mountain.. travel from one place to another was so far.. take one hour to one n a half hour from one shop to another,then to temple,then to a small small shoppin mall..which is two storey high..didn't bought anythin except a pair of bracelets lik couple ones..there were cravin on it..

just came back from thai

2010-07-01T22:26:00.002+08:00

Just got back from thai... i love thai food so much.. lol.. keep eatin n eatin.. got fat already..had so much fun with hubbi..went to play the roller coaster..argh so scary but so fun.. got to meet his cousi..in thai... everyone was so good.. treated me so good..went to the water market too.. getting marry next year after april.. hope everythin do well in sch.. hope i won't fail my menu planning module.. if fail no point going to attactment anymore.. i don wan to waste time.. finishin it n don get my certificate..if i fail tat's it lol.. going have to go australia to study.. but if i finish pastry n baking here... then i can go there n work..
Being a teacher no point failling a student..the onli reason to fail him or her is becos.. u wan him or her to go no where in life..but don think u can make him or her go down like tat.. there is always another path to walk...

omg

2010-05-26T09:31:00.002+08:00

why shutdown more than 400 websites, a satellite television station, online television channels, and community radio stations, omg... now is gettin worst..how to contact him... arghhhhh... i feel lik quittin sch... n leave everythin here.. jus fly there to look for him.. sign n news knowing wat is happenin down there is so slow.. one or two day before u know wat is happening there..

shape of your lips

2010-05-24T19:54:00.003+08:00

I cannot believe my two eyes
Your lips are colder than ice.
The shape of your lips as they speak words of breaking up, make's my breath stop.
Please, please, please, pease, please don't ask me to end this.
will you just cast me aside?
Am i not the one for u?
Am i no longer even allowed to love you?
I'm clinging onto your feet and crying but could you not just right there as you are, now?
I draw back at your gaze that is colder than the words "let go".
Please, please, please, please, please don't leave me here and go.
will u just cast me aside?
Am i not the one for u?
a, i no longer even allowed to love you?
I'm clingin onto your feet and crying but could you not just right there as you are, now?
Would there never be a chance for me again?
Do you not have time to love me?
Even though you shove me away with two hands saying that you're sick of me, I can't live a single day without you.
Please, please, please, please, please
We're you cruel from the beginning?
will you just cast me aside?
Am i not the one for u?
Am i no longer even allowed to love you?
I'm clingin onto your feet and crying but couldyou not just right there as you are, please...?

lose weight

2010-05-24T12:51:00.002+08:00

sign.. so much things going on lately..can't slp for few days... already lost 4 kg... in one week... i only weight 42 now...so cool...school work are getting heavier n heavier.. resume,portfolio,three project,two exam..n some more.. moving school.. soon... to choa chu kang..no different in travellin time.. it's still the same... around 1 hour...sign... jus finish resume n portfolio.. still got more to go.. omggggggggg.....still got more thin going on.. need to solve them... Ch__les dad... is not his fault.. don scold him... don get angry at him..don blame him... it's all becos of me...plz.. understand....i can explain everythin...sign.. sry for causin so much problem...i am sry....

i lov u

2010-05-13T22:46:00.003+08:00

This is what i have been learning.. laterly...piping words n deco...

i love you in thai.. donno if i written it correctly.

cigar stick.. lol... but it chocolate

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mothers day gift..

baby is gonna go thai for around three week then coming to singapore.. gonna miss him..so happy that he coming... argh so nervous...hehe

chocolate

2010-04-18T21:27:00.002+08:00

school started few days ago...two module.. one is chocolate n pralines.. another is menu planning...it's fun playin with chocolate learning how to temper them n stuff..have to put lots of feeling in it.. sometimes i think iszit life the same as tempering chocolate.. when is too hot u hav to lower the temperature when is too cold u hav to heat things up abit..and when u have the heart to made the chocolate the best put more feeling in it.. is lik when u wan to hav a better relationship with ur love ones..YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO PUT MORE FEELING IN IT..this is wat i learn...i learn to put more feeling in things which i really want.. n always had it with no regret...

sad

2010-04-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

re read all my post today.. i am happy wit my frien but never happy witout u.. dear.. never witout u..really want to be the one.. that u really want to be wit... i know.. i did so many wrong.. did alot of bad stuff...i know i don desire you but really need you to be wit me.. hope ur mum,, will accept me.. just want thing to go well between us.. can't see u leavin me again.. i donno how i going to takin it if u leave me again.. now then i realise how much i need u.. really hope.. u could come.. really wan to know how iszit feel to touch u.. hug u.. kiss you.. really want to hav future wit u.. i don care how fat or thin u r.. jus lov u the way.. u r.. i don care where i live.. just want to be wit you.. that is all i need.. so i hope u understand how i feel.. sometime thin r not the way u thin.. i feel lik cryin becos.. i read all my blog witout u in it i felt sad u know.. lov u always.. wish u could accept my heart to u one day...

2010-03-24T20:57:00.000+08:00

Today.... have to blow the car kit...blow blow n blow hahax..

2010-03-23T21:15:00.004+08:00

This is wat i hav been doing this few days...

gray alien

this charles shortof one r becos i got not enough silicon ..

my chal..

lovely heart to hubbi

alien 1

alien2

alien3

silicon that use to make aliens

alien that hav been pack

barcodes

mac book protector

ticket to concert..

2010-03-23T20:57:00.002+08:00

This was bought by mum that day... becos she is in gd mood...i had tako..sushi n ice cream...

sushi

tako

waffle ice cream

working

2010-03-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

Tis three days.. working at suntec IT fair.. selling i phone cover..omg..i phone i phone... talk n talk until no voice... the IT fair were full of ppl.. until cannot breath.. omy tian... then first day went there too early..have to wait for me cousi...niece to open the the stall..the second day is full of ppl... so hot... lol.. three day is better but.. end late becos hav to keep the stock.. n.. today rest.. tml rest... anyways.. my cousi.. called me today to tell me that her warehse need ppl... so i start working on wed.. till 9 of april.. $6 per hrs..quite gd.. at least i can earn money.. so yup..n is from monday to friday so tat means that i don hav to work on weekend...

four times i love you

2010-02-28T15:27:00.002+08:00

Dream of locking you in a room,
lock you in just like this,
only wish to look at you so near,
doing nothing really doesn't matter,
there is a sentence i wish to said for four times in a row is that,
i love u... i love u.. i love u... i love u...
marry or didn't marry doesn't matter,
only wish to be together forever,
anyways it's just a piece of paper,
you can throw it into the bin,
there is a sentence i wish to said for four times in a row,
is that i love u... i love u.. i love u.. i love u..
darkdark in a room,
can't see your heart,
hold on to you so tight,
scare that i will lose you.
am i worried too much,
thinking too much,
should i hold on to my breath..
if there is a time i could stop,
that means that there is no apart..
there is i sentence i wish to said for four times in a row,
is that i love u.. i love u... i love u.. i love u...
and repeat from the top..

miss kaka

2010-02-27T20:45:00.002+08:00

Today morning wok up early because need to send kaka to the airport..i am startin to miss her so much.. lucky she giv me her phone number.. then we still can contact each other..hahax..reach the airport had breadfast with new maid called miya.. n kaka n parent..after that kaka hav to go in already.. went she hug me before she go in.. my tears start to drop... it got so bad that i can't stop...lol.. my babysister never cry.. but i cry.. sign just can't help it.. 3 years.. maybe she will come back..one day..she say she is going back for 2 years then if her family start to settle down.. she is comin back..

Not that the new maid is not good or wat.. just still not use to it.. hahax.. i don think i can ever forget kaka... never...love u kaka...shit.. when ever i start thinkin of her my tears is going to come out again...

2010-02-24T21:34:00.000+08:00

Dessert....

2010-02-23T22:46:00.002+08:00

All product made this few days...wee...

chocolate ice cream

passionfruit sorbet

lemon sorbet

palova

new year

2010-02-16T20:37:00.003+08:00

Tis few days.. have been busy wit the pineapple tart n the cookies.. n.. new year..lol.. so fun but tired..and i even play mahjong..can u imagine that my maid learn how to play too...

kueh bung cake

yu sheng..

lol.. i can't rmb the france name.. omy tian..

nvm.. tis is called heart heart mousse

melting moment...

my birthday

2010-02-04T22:15:00.005+08:00

Today is my birthday...ice cream cake...and I made fruit terrian.. and strawberry fool...I am selling peanut butter cookies too^^

my gals made that for me^^ wee...

fruit terrain

strawberry fool..

peanut butter cookies...

crepes

2010-01-29T20:25:00.003+08:00

Today made crepes.. so tired.. but happy.. even tot i got burn twice.. hahax.. nice hand..

made by me.....

made by ah wee..

made by isham...

creme burlee

2010-01-27T20:16:00.003+08:00

lol.. Today learn how to made creme brulee and creme custard caramel..so eggy.. and i made pineapple tart that day..and bread pudding on the week before..

egg pudding(creme custard caramel

creme brulee

bread pudding

pineapple tart

souffle

2010-01-20T21:03:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to javier..... Today made hot souffles...how nice.. i like them.. but if eat too much.. i will feel like throwing up

medelein

2010-01-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

Had practical today.. made medelein and francies today..n did dessert plating to.. sign.. still can't plat.. nicely got to do better the next time round

fuck

2010-01-02T20:46:00.007+08:00

marion give me a gift that day so happy.. is a cute notebook..sign.. this few days there is a bloody hell uncle keep coming to my work place to disturb me.. fuck off pls.. i already say we are out of stock..sign only keep asking and asking me.. find someone else plz.. lucky tomorrow is my last day.. don have to see him again..there are two counter why does it have to be me???? my manage say that uncle like me.. pls la.. i rather kill myself then see him again..stupid 80 years old uncle..

last thursday which is new year eve.. went to old folk home event which is held at clark quay..we bake cookies to sell.. weee...

cutest pau i seen so far.. piggy.. so kawaee
marion gift^^

old folk event..

christmas

2009-12-28T22:08:00.004+08:00

christmas pics taken on christmas ....

mum bought me this

my dad bought me this

my brother bought me this

chocolate bought by my manager n my friend

this bought by my sis

gift that i received...

the gift that i bought..

bugis christmas tree..

dorathy... bought tis

my tree....

throw up

2009-12-08T20:55:00.008+08:00

Today have been making criossant... ate to many bread until i am going to throw up...so scary..i think i am going to stop eating bread for a month..

waa... so big...

so many....

tis is for u...

haven bake...

my lao pa.. hi chef

everyone is making..

look like rose..

2009-12-07T21:26:00.003+08:00

Made scone, gugelholf n criossant today...no ginger bread man house

2009-12-07T00:21:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to u.. my gal... hahax.. made tis cake for her..chocolate mousse.. i love chocolate..celebrated her birthday in the afternoon.. when shopping for food n stuff.. after tat went to the movie.. wit xue, mei xin,zhi xin n maurice..after that went to her hse to have steamboat..her dad cook.. lol.. who come.. too many lol..

2009-12-03T22:36:00.003+08:00

Yesterday morning.. made sandwish bread.. purple with coffee flavour..after tat.. when to dance class ended at 7.30..so tired.. learn how to split... the teacher keep saying.. abit more can finish reachin the floor..n my leg can be 180 degree.. lol...arghwwwwooo...pain sia... reena giv me moomoo sweet.. so kawaee rite?thank u reena..^^

moomoo......hahax..

moomoo sweet..

my bread.....kawaee

sad

2009-11-30T20:51:00.004+08:00

Today felt like crying.. fuck.. test result my bread look like tat...sobsob.. fruit cake made by mdm tanty.. so nice rite...?wan to write more.. but really not in the mood..

2009-11-27T01:16:00.002+08:00

Today had been tired the whole day.. went to school, after that came home at 12 plus... went out wit my mum.. to where..for god sake of cos is shopping.. bought alot of stuff today.. even bought my brother christmas gift...went back home had some soup.. after tat i watch twilight... omgosh... it's damn nice.. donno wan to cry or laugh or i should get excited..so romantic.. wish i had a vampire boyfriend.. which is not possible.. dream of it man.. edward.. i love u man.. so damn cool...

hot cross bun

Bee

Snail shell

Spider web arghhhhhhhhh...scary

Smiley face

Powerpuff girls bread..lol..tata tatata ta ta...

Breads.......

back to normal

2009-11-17T22:34:00.003+08:00

Hahax.. back to normal life.. have been stress lately.. test ,project..started on bread making.. very tough i can say but.. trying to be the me lik i always am.. it's been hard..lol.. the secondary school team... is gone man.. i really do miss my secondary school life..

charles

2009-08-31T20:12:00.002+08:00

my.. charles gone.. can't find him already... call him.. no one answer.. msn.. change... already.. sad.. y things just gone in this way....

2009-08-24T17:26:00.003+08:00

hahax.. all... i made de... nice rite..i am starting to getting lazy of updating my blog.. so sian le..
going to rot soon..

hahax

2009-07-30T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hahax.. i have been busy this few week... no time to add date my blog lately.. erm.. had been making strawberry shortcake n fruit flan.. i will be posting the pic.. real soon... argh... and i am going to have a test.. in like one week.. so got to study le..
hahax.. erm.. making.. coffee.. butter cream cake tomorrow.. so.. shall wait and see if everything turns out alrite...

cake

2009-07-17T22:28:00.003+08:00

Have been making all this lately.. jokes.. lol.. (slightly wet the ball)...if never put sesame inside sound so damn wrong.. hahax.. keep remembering the dick joke.. so damn funny.. tell u when we go out.. gals...wed.. rmb..wed.. 5.40pm..harry potter..woots..
then was making.. chocolate cake.. which is call pound cake.. on monday.. iszit.. i can't rmb.. then stupid granny cake on wednesday.. which is call the(banana cake)
went to phoon huat today.. to buy some ingredient to made thai pan cake.. call the khanom buang.. which i took.. 5 hours.. to look for the stupid damn name...is one of the project.. pair work for this..
and.. molten chocolate cake ingredient..lol.. solo.. for project...woots.. never like pair work.. anyway..erm.. posting a pic soon... wat is tat.. most ppl will ask.. is a chocolate cake.. which whe u cut.. open it.. there will be chocolate melted out.. of the cake..cool rite..
hahax.. had a new frien lately..name.. connor.. hahax.. he just got a gf... he is 15.. like a brother..so damn young... lol..he is so happy he got a gf that he even rmb.. the hours n mins.. n second... that they spend together.. lol.. so damn sick.. wondering if my bf will do that...nah... i don't think so.. hahax..

For all couple... first three month is always the so call honey moon..after that...sign.. thing.. change.. time spend together are getting lesser n lesser...sometimes.. even a few days never contact.. is consider..normal...hahax.. got so use to it that.. sometime.. i don't even want to care already...tired...

sesame balls...(balls)

pound cake

banana cake

cake

2009-07-12T21:48:00.003+08:00

this few days.. have been learn how to made cake n kueh.. in school..monday, wednesday n friday doing practical... mon n wed r cake.. n fri is kueh..from two practical to three instead..cool rite.. hahax.. tiring also.. havin a project soon.. still thinking of wat to made.. wanted to get charles mum to help.. but.. sign.. his mum doesn't want...
then changing my cca also... no longer in archery.. i am angry at greygrey.. y don tell me early if u can't take us in.. damn u.. i know some of the reason that u didn't want to tell me.. but u can't keep on hiding it rite..
someone is damn busy this few days.. haven been really talking to me... boring...hahax.. xue rmb.. me having the problem of drinking too much water.. hahax.. old sickness came back... pain again.. hahax..

rainbow kueh.. n kueh kusui

marble cake

so exhausted

2009-06-11T20:53:00.003+08:00

Today so tired...argh... so dead..today made cat tongue and cinnamon cookies.. they are hard lol...
mum and dad lik the cinnamon cookies better...lol...my cat tongue.. almost look lik dick tongue when piping.. lol... i got somethin cute.. with my name and dear dear name on it... tiff..dumb dumb(ur bf)hehex.. sry.... help de.. hahax... thanks guys....hate canadian.. sry to say that...

(i know my boobs... are small.. at least..i got a B.. but u don have to use ur G to flatten me ok?)

and the snow white..with her apples go back to ur forest instead of coming here can?stop making my classmates going wet thanks...lol... even the bitch also got wet...

happy birthday mei

2009-06-06T18:39:00.002+08:00

yesterday is mei mei birthday.. bought a elmo.. for her.. hahax.. my friend bought a bar of kitty sweet.. so cute rite..canadians guys coming to our school next tue.. cool.. how will they be like?friendly?bored bored.. hai sign... nothing to do.. so boring.. never going to buy clothes from.. him again.. service suck man.. wat blouse.. did i bought? erm yellow hotter neck ....n off shoulder...cute blouse.. like to stick with it.. a year or more.. i don wan to get so old so fast.. slow down...

older by one year.. 3 this year...cute rite?

kitty cake.. she choose herself..

kitty sweet.. wootsssss...

pain ar...

2009-06-04T21:24:00.004+08:00

Today made five new item... vol-au-vent(mushroom puff)... apple turnover(apple puff)... cream cone... cheese sticks... paimiers(cinnamon cookie)...then yesterday...when to take typhiod...stupid doctor... injection until so pain still scold me.. damn him...dots.. should have stick the needle in his dick lor...

today pastries....

stupid doctor.. lol.. see got heart shape one...

daddy cake...hamburgar

test on cream puff...

hahax.

2009-06-02T20:32:00.002+08:00

so happy.. got A for test wor..but the coming result hai.. sad donno.. becos ma'am say wan deduce mark...sianz ji pua....then today made cream puff again...today is daddy birthday.. happy birthay daddy.. muack... hahax... bought a hamburgar cake for him.. hahax.. will post the pic soon... today.. went darling house... woots... i got nice legs... thanks to her... after that actually want to go take typhoid.. ended up.. no time.. to go.. so going on thursday...wonder girls.. song r so damn good.. argh so hot...lol.. joking...

cream puff

2009-05-26T19:36:00.003+08:00

This few days... got to eat dumpling... becos is dumpling day.. lol... going to be fat hahax... nah joking...hmm... made cream puff last thursday... and today we made eclair...lol... i think it taste better then cream puff becos got alot of chocolate...nice... am i going to be fat.. lol.. soon i think.. lol... today become the tester.. got to try my frien eclair.. lol... hahax.. ma'am kana bluff by me.. becos i say clarrisa eclair taste wierd... lol.. is a joke wor.. don angry ar...

this is eclair

dumpling

cream puff it is...

damn it

2009-05-18T19:09:00.002+08:00

Damn it... kill you for god sake... called ppl bitch... so what if i am a bitch.. u are worst then a bitch.. a bitch.. who.. lik more bitch... a bitch who look for vagina... i am better.. i don't look for vagina... becos i have one myself.. n maybe u don have..
Real gals like me .. look for dick... not like some ppl... damn sick man....Then some damn ppl... scare i tell teacher go and look for teacher early in the morning... and some more find a faked witness... i say sry.. to u becos u lucky.. don even think that i am apologising sincerly....fuck off....
a thief is forever a thief... a leopard can't change it spots....

damn angry

2009-05-16T14:53:00.004+08:00

Today nothin to do so.. practice how to made my tart...hai... lost my knife set... damn daamn damn... fuck u... 90786534
u don think tat i don have my knife set i will be died... i will still do my best in my test n win u...

fruit tarts....

cookies

2009-05-14T19:27:00.004+08:00

Today made...lots...and lots of cookies...lol... heart.. is for ai ren one.. the rest.. in all edible...

tis is for my dear dear.. lol..with lots of love wor...

this is strawberry jam cookies and cherry cookies

so cute wor...

tis is chocolate chip and cherry cookies...

cookies sending for bakin

love puppies

2009-05-08T23:01:00.004+08:00

erm.. made this on thursday.. frangipane pie... lol.. the word is in french....And my honey.. got puppies... damn cute...

frangipane

2009-05-05T17:53:00.001+08:00

Today... made mushroom pie...erm... taste abit bad... becos... do it without heart... so moody today.. n i don seem to know y......actually i really know the reason but...

mushroom pie

sianz

2009-05-02T19:12:00.002+08:00

haiz... haven been chatting with my boyfriend.. for like almost a month i think.. got bf lik no bf....every time...when i called... blah blah blah...
hahax...fought with my mum again... damn it... hate.. myself....ended up... can't take it anymore... so cry lor.... still got wat... went to looking for darling... lol.. always cry always find her... she's the best i think... hahax.. i rmb got once i look for xue...she's another best... around 9 plus at nitez... i took a cab down her hse...
sianz sianz sianz... hate living in tis damn sucky world......
wanted to find a chance to tell him... (chan ke ting te)thai wor..... but... hahax... chances r so small...
am i that difficult to commiuncate with ppl... sometimes i wonder myself..

2009-04-30T19:11:00.002+08:00

hmm so long no update le.. last thursday we learn how to made chocolate tarts and apple pie...
today i learn how to made lemon meringue....argh so tired.. my hand almost break... hahax... we kind of try without using the machine at first but end up got to use the machine becos my hands.. can't compare with those.. machine.. they r lik damn freaking fast...i don't think people would want to try it again...

tis is chocolate tarts

apple pie

lemon meringue...

pear tart

2009-04-24T08:00:00.004+08:00

Yesterday... we made pear tarts... lol... onli rank second... wor... next time must jia you le wor...

after school i went to jurong point to giv out flyers.... suck sia... that job... but bo bian.. need money....lol.. argh.. y singaporeans all don wan help take one.. each... if they help i can go home early already...u don't wan oso just take ma... those who give out flyers before they should know le...then the stupid mrt control man i think... keep callin me to go other place to giv out..lol... kana chase away five time.. the last time..i so angry i just told him.. if u don wan me to come back then u stand here.. n make sure i don come back... lol.. then he walk away... fuck sia rite.. i am just doing my jobs.. so what is wrong with him.. crazy man...

new

2009-04-21T21:45:00.005+08:00

erm.... got into a new course.. it's fun i get to know alot of new friends.... n good class rooms... n good food..lol... the ones with blueberry r not made but me... that were made but my friends...

meow meow is made by ah wee...

this is by michelle...

tis is by me..

2009-04-09T16:14:00.003+08:00

Hahax... meixin..treat us dinner..that day... woots....japanese foods...after that we went to have ice blended with strawberry... aww... so nice hehex...

lazy

2009-04-06T11:07:00.002+08:00

argh so boring.. i am rotting at home.. gals.. are any of u free...lets go out... xue see...this cute rite...

gift

2009-04-02T09:42:00.003+08:00

lol... last nitez..had dinner with my friends..hahax.. so fun.. we should come out more often u know..

emm.... yesterday was the last day of work... my boss went hongkong and bought us little gift..lol...and i accidently let a guy waited me for 3 hours...becos handphone low batt..auto switch off... lucky got xue hahax...jialei mgs her.. then we go meet him to take back.. the cd.. that my brother lend him... i am so sry....

6 more days to go and wala 9 month...honey do u remember wat day iszit?guess u don't hahax..

stress

2009-03-25T09:11:00.003+08:00

Nice view... so tired this few days... fucking.. work sia... eh.. ghost stop standing there and call ppl help to do things..and start helping out.. u don't pay me money to work for u okie...i don't own u anything thing.. u know... So stop giving me crap... lol... two more days to go.. to end of march... and school is starting...

gosh... maybe my class wouldn't have any guys to help already... shty got to be more independent...aww.... sad.. gosh... my uniform.. is like...."big".extra small is still to big for me.. extra extra small please...and smaller shoes size is 37... gosh my is 35... how to wear... i know drag with it....maroon polo t-shirt... cool... guess wat size i am wearing again...answer "extra small"

argh... my niece call me ah yi(auntie)... lol...sound so old...if my children keep calling me mummy... i am going to go "wat".gosh... go and find ur dad... where the hell is he.. i know.. poker... lol... hahax.. i am just joking... dear....lol... we.. still got along way to go...

five of my cousi... are getting married this and next year.. argh... can i don't go....stress.... shoo.... hiding myself...

new shoes.. woott...

love quote

2009-03-16T20:21:00.002+08:00

LOVE QUOTE

If dreams weren't dreams, and dreams come true,
I wouldn't be here I'd be with you,
distance is one thing that keeps us apart
but you will always remain in my heart
I wish that you were here or that I were there,
or that we were together anywhere!
Don't measure the distance;
measure my love.
Close together, or far apart,
u will always be here in my heart
Distance is just a test to see how far love can travel.

past

2009-03-10T12:09:00.003+08:00

I read all my past days... on my blog today...lol... kind of think that it's so funny... because...is like people do change...and change by alot i mean...hahax... miss that bubbletea shop near by school... miss all my friends...miss the teachers too... miss studying...lol.. people is going to think that i am crazy... miss school?hahax...

emm... another thing is that...i think i am abit too crazy for him...lol... every happy things,sad things,every past....that are funny...never notice i posted all my feeling on the blog...lol... and dear.. i am not always angry wit u okie.. u do give me happy memories "u know"?

And miss going out with everyone..the beach...shopping together,going and playin crazy together...lol...miss all the fun we had together....

was watching..the whole set of korean drama...this few days.. lol... hahax... my brother think that i am crazy.. because i keep crying...lol...btw i am not that weak okie.. i just think that they are always so touching...

bags

2009-03-07T09:27:00.002+08:00

Emm... have been going shopping tis few days...lol... wit...darling on wed.... wit xue on thur...and wit mum..yesterday....bought new dvd too....korean drama...

last nitez... sleep at 2am... lol... was watchin..thai horror show.."shutter"...my brother lol...scare....don't dare to watch wit me...last nitez..still dream of that show...wow..so cool...lol... watch too much horror show until.. season le... scare?nah....

photo...wor...

brother birthday..

2009-02-27T20:59:00.004+08:00

Today.. is my brother.. birthday..happy birthday.. lol.. wanted to buy somethin for him.. but can't think of wat he want the most.. and not sure whether he will like it anot so... lol.. nah give u money.. go buy what ever u like...lol... cool.. rite...

my dear... not angry with me already...yeah... he is just busy.. tis few days...lol..u need time to rest... and i need to to erm...lol....tell u when i ring.. hahax..

sry

2009-02-25T19:40:00.002+08:00

i am sorry~forgive me?i know how u feel.... really... and i am sorry......nothing... is going to go rite without u......dear....

hurt

2009-02-20T20:43:00.002+08:00

sigh.... lonely.............bored................anyone....there...............no reply....seven blue black.... and a stupid scatch... here and there.... zzz... stupid table... hit my butt... pain.... zzz.....stupid job.... have to carried stock... for four damn long days... i am suffering.... gosh... can i stop working... had enough.... life... suck.... end mine soon......lol.... hahax.... who want join.... u may....

wala...

2009-02-14T20:50:00.001+08:00

dinner is ready!

happy v day

2009-02-14T11:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY DEAR!muackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

yeah...

2009-02-13T09:44:00.003+08:00

Emmm.... going to meet auriel later... yeah... my darling..later she going to accompany me to bugis to fix... my stupid kitty phone again... "lol... huh... i can't heard u"and phone hang...lol...shopping can i?can't resist the temptation.. to buy new stuff... clothes.. i coming... lol...
book someone... tml....lol.. and i am booking him tonite...lol... u r mine... hahax.... nah... u can't run.... lol... my dear told me that... a glass.. of stupid banana milkshake cost $12 sg money... lol.. gosh... what are u drinking.. casino... erm... whatever... as long as u like is fine with me... muack...

zzz....

2009-02-11T20:19:00.002+08:00

Today morning....bought a carrot cake to eat... then today...afternoon mgs my baby... lol... then lol... hahax... can't rmb wat we talk... having.. shorten memories this few days...lol... xue... is bad influence.... xia...hahax... joking... mai angry ar...hehex....hai... boring......then today... keep seeing... a ghost fly here and there.. no sound one.. so scary.. the ghost is.. guess who.. hahax..

angry

2009-02-10T19:25:00.002+08:00

Today... so angry say wei... stupid guy... everything call me do myself....zzz... make me climb... myself... god damn it.. almost fall when putting stock....zzz.. argh not tall enough... then yesterday... seem.. to be an unhappy day... zzz... not feeling well this few days...boring.. arhggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....... angry angry........

haiz.... always seem.. like i am the one to blame... for something... zzz...scolding.....i want you.. that is y i keep calling... and mgs... zzz... if i don't want you i don't even give a damn if u don't care...sometimes...i am not angry in something... but.. seem.. like .. i am making someone instead...

2009-02-02T11:02:00.003+08:00

lol... xue and mei xin and joeann.. celebrated my birthday.. a few days ago... they bought a cake.. for me.. and head set... lol...for my mp4... which i keep complaining thats my head set spoil....today.. morning.. went for the interview for ite.. zzz the question was to easy until i donno how to answer..."why.. u wan the take up tis course.. n wat u like about it..."i already say three but they say.. u still got two...reason u haven answer...zzz"lol.. see my sis have a boyfriend...lol...

nice

2009-01-29T09:37:00.005+08:00

lol... yesterday... nothin to do... went to chun dao he pan... to see hua teng....very nice.. but lol..too big.. and nothin to see much...and leg pain.. lol... never going to wear heels again... when going there.. lol.. pain ar...

2009-01-22T20:56:00.002+08:00

lol...erm.... wat have i been doing this few days... o... wrapping hamper... wooottt.... so proud of myself to do it.. lol.. i am very happy with the out come...wat else.. yup.. cookies.. again... if you like it.. buy it... if no.. shoooo... u don deserve it.......no one can be my lao niang.. except my mum... so u shoo... lao pu bor....lol... only my vulgarities are allowed in my blog.....

2009-01-19T20:48:00.002+08:00

selling cookie...$12 dollar each... lol... yummy.. and tasty....who want... buy... hahax...
my dear..... i give free....plus a kiss... hahax... muack...

cute... cookie...

comecome... try and buy..

2009-01-16T21:25:00.002+08:00

Today... morning... woke up... to rotted.... lol... no haven rot yet...play audition....after that...so bored... went out.. to take a breath......then... went to giant... alone... bought some.. ingredient to make cookies.....
"selling... cookies...... nice and yummy cookie....freshly baked....who want try..."

boring

2009-01-14T20:55:00.002+08:00

Today morning went to rp to drop my document... haiz.. so boring the whole day... going to rot at home.. sleep... watch tv.. sleep.. eat.. watch tv... zzz....waiting for something... haiz.. where is that something gone too?....miss that something..

sianz

2009-01-13T15:15:00.002+08:00

Today run here run there.. zzz so tired.. becos looking for poly.. to get into.. so boring..haiz...or should i get into ite?
i can just settle it with a better way.. like flying over to australia.. go get marry...and settle down there.. then i don't have to worry so much.. let my baby help me with it..hahax...that is what his mum say.. just fly over and get marry...lol.."marry is a big word".
hahax... fought with my mum again..zzz.. she gone insane again... haiz...lucky i got my brother,my daddy,my friends,my maid,my baby to cover me.... with everything...
Being a daughter is already a tough job...wat about being a daughter in law.. will it be even tougher????????????????????????not sure whether i can do a good job anot....*worry*

2009-01-08T21:29:00.003+08:00

Today went to do facial.. then went shopping...bought clothes today...and bought two pairs of shoes...zzz... spend about 100 plus.. today... haiz... broke.. again...no money to top up my prepaid card already... zzz... left $0.11 can't even send a global...message.....can't even answer a call... only can use my main line..sobsob... $550 for the treatment.. zzzz.... to ex...

yeah

2009-01-08T09:20:00.003+08:00

yeah.. i bought a new phone for myself..and i thumbdrive and a mp3...lol.. my computer have been broke down for two week..becos of a stupid burn wire in the mother board spoil...went shopping yesterday.. lol.. i spend 300 plus... for clothes.. and all the stuff above.. going for shopping later again..

lyrics

2008-12-19T14:56:00.004+08:00

i want to love
i want a fire
to feel the burn
my desires
i want a man by my side
not a boy who runs and hides
are you gonna fight for me?
die for me?
live and breathe for me?
do u care for me?
lol... just lyrics.....

lied

2008-12-19T11:37:00.002+08:00

Today morning went to the market with my dad.. not working today again.. going to rot at home..everything... ah girl.. come.. ah girl... help meimei bath.. ah girl this ah girl that...
zzz.. my maid went home already..so lonely at nitez...no one to talk too...
so angry last nitez.. don't said you going to call.. if u can't...so stupid of me... to waited near the phone...still thinking that u will call.... busybusybusy.. ur onli words........

2008-12-18T20:02:00.003+08:00

Today... went to work... lol.. boss having good mood today..then..she bought us christmas present.. lol..wierd wierd ...tomorrow is auntie birthday.. we bought her a gift.. so sweet right..but not working tomorrow becos.. stock got stuck at the cargo.. so.. we got no stock to do.. so don't have to work.. sad case.. four days.. no work already.. my $200 dollar gone.. sad case... hate it.. my kitty phone.. scare not enough.. sobsob... and mp3.. thumbdrive.. sobsob...argh..... so sad....(T_T)

boss bought this for me..

zzz

2008-12-17T19:57:00.004+08:00

Today.. slack... did nothing for today..day dreaming the whole day.. so boring.. wrapped present today.. lol.. donno i bought how many..hahax.. never bother to count anyway..when out today afternoon.. to top up my prepaid card... today weather suck.. so bought ice cream.. argh.. one not enough.. next time should buy two...
yesterday went movie with baobei and colleague.. we watch the day the earth stood still..lol.. ending suck... erm.. wanted to watch twilight the next time round...lol.. jialei.. and say wei.. keep talking and talking.. when we were having dinner and on the train.. lol.. i am sitting in between them.. my ears... argh...baobei.. how can you run away... next time help me plz...and worst thing is that.. jialei keep slamming my phone.. keep asking.. where you.. want reach already anot.. ended up he is the one that was late...
actually wanted to watch s>x drive.. but all can't go with me...becos not enough age to go with me..lol.. maybe should call darling go with me...she enough age wor..hahax.. lol..
thinking of buying a kitty touch phone and a new mp3.... still thinking wat should i buy.. or should i buy a iphone.. same like my deardear....

boring

2008-12-15T19:51:00.002+08:00

Today... morning woke up did nothin.. hahax... life is bored like hell...emm.. got nothing to do.. so hace been reading love noval... hahax... they are always so romantic and sexy.. lol... book that don't contain this kind of stuff is boring...hahax... deadly over heel... and sleeping with the fishes...hahax.. they are so great.. i finish then in 2 days.. hahax.. undead and unwed.. undead and unemployed.. undead and unappreciated.. undead and unreturnable.. undead and unpopular...all written by the same author.. maryjanice davidson...hahax.. can't forget the content.. after i finish them...still searching for undead and uneasy.. argh.. craving to find that book...